I should have known better
Than to let you go alone
It's times like these
I can't make it on my own
Wasted days, and sleepless nights
An' I can't wait to see you again

I find I spend my rime
Waiting on your call
How can I tell you, babe
My back's against the wall
I need you by my side
To tell me it's alright
Cos I don't think I can take anymore

Is this love that I'm feeling
Is this the love that I've been searching for
Is this love or am I dreaming
This must be love
Cos it's really go a hold on me
A hold on me

I can't stop the feeling
I've been this way before
But, with you I've found the key
To open any door
I can feel my love for you
Growing stronger day by day
An' I can't wait too see you again
So I can hold you in my arms


Is this love that I'm feeling
Is this the love that I've been searching for
Is this love or am I dreaming
This must be love
Cos it's really got a hold on me
A hold on me

Is this love that I'm feeling
Is this the love that I've been searching for

Is this love or am I dreaming

Dancin Right Into the Flame
Mr. Big

All alone in the twilight
I'm a shadow in the room
Time is my companion
But it turned its back too soon
Imagination will take me anywhere I want to go
But with my ballerina
Both of us lost in a-
Love light from an old Roman candle
Midnight won't be the same
When I close my eyes
We're dancin' right into the flame
The pciture is fading
Like a vision from my soul
Nothing left but a memory
In the silver afterglow
She may be gone, but not forgotten
Inside my heart, yeah-
But with my ballerina
Both of us lost in a-
Love light from an old Roman candle
Midnight won't be the same
When I close my eyes
We're dancin' right into the flame
My mind seems to wander away
And play me like a fool
I wish it could be like the way it was
'Cause life can be so cruel
But with my ballerina
I live in a dream of a-
Love light from an old Roman candle
Midnight won't be the same
When I close my eyes
We're dancin' right into the flame
Love light from an old Roman candle
Midnight won't be the same
When I close my eyes
We're dancin' right into the flame

One of my short-time life checklist would be working for an NGO...
Working for humanity, help others...
Make the most of your self to see other people smile, to help them in life...
a good deed indeed.
being rewarded for being able to help others, is always be the greatest gift of life.

And where am I now?
Working in a multinational agency where all you talk about is being the top of the world,
making money out of selling shit...
making fortune out of extraworks...
living in a world full of lies... full of sin....

I thought so.

Until one day I learn something out of life...
of how am I being selfish for sometimes, and being a snob!
Not quite learning that what am I yearning could give a life to others...
could help them to move on with life...
could give them the opportunity in life...
to laugh, to express, to enjoy.

I know that I have done quite a good work, but never crossed my mind that by doing so, I am also helping others...
Today, I felt so great, knowing that what was considered as an achievement to win a pitch within a couple of hours, is actually.... helping colleagues to move on living, working.... and make a living for a family....
Never before it feels as great as this... I feel larger than life itself.
The open-hearted, the gratefullness, the human in me...
The work I've done... it is now has more value for my life...

Honey, I think I just put on a checked mark on my lifetime checklist.
More to go...

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

(For the sake of our childhood's dreams..)

Tell me, tell me, smiling child
What the past is like to thee?
An Autumn evening soft and mild
With a wind that sighs mournfully.

Tell me what is the present hour?
A green and flowery spray
Where a young bird sits gathering its power
To mount and fly away.

And what is beneath the future, happy one?
A sea beneath a cloudless sun,
A mighty glorious dazzling sea
Stretching into infinity.

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makes me think, how happy those childhood dreams that keep you awake and alive... no worries last for more than a night...

Monday, June 5, 2006
virgo horoscope

Your Monday Horoscope Rini!
A romantic flirtation could get out of hand, but that might - after all - be a good thing. Improvisation is featured in a conversation with an interesting person. You will have to think quicker tonight and it inspires you.

http://www.llewellyn.com/free/tarot.php

The Quest Tarot deck
in the Past, Present, Future layout.

Strength in the Past position. A card in the left position indicates what has happened to affect your question in the past. A person who is channeling a lot of power. A strong person in control of their inner beast. Confidence, grace and peaceful fortitude. Top

Mother of Stones in the Present position. A card in the middle position indicates what is affecting your question at this time. Prosperity and oneness. Someone who is calm and serene. Being able to enjoy the best in life. Evolved consciousness. Top

Lovers in the Future position. A card in the right position indicates your questions future. Love and relationships. Harmony, beauty and perfection. The union of two into one. Choosing a partner. Being responsible. Top

Would you trust me, if I said that I was seducing you by saying that you should be faithful?

Would you believe me, if I asked you to watch the 'unfaithful' so that I could see the 'unfaithful' in you?

Would you trust me not to follow your heart that leads you to a greater sensation?

Would you trust me, if I said that I do too have the sparks for you?

Would you ignore me, once I seek your hand that you have offered me once?

Would you be surprised if I told you that I do fall in love for others for many reasons?

Would you stay if I told you that I have a very pleasant evening talking with you?

Would you bother that everyone start noticing that we're suddenly become kinda attached to one another?

To know me more is never enough,

And one day, you'll be obsessed with what you think of me.

I hope you never gone that far….

Ya Allah,

Dekatkanlah ia yang baik bagiku,
seseorang yang menjadi rumah bagi hatiku
yang kelebihannya mengisi kekurangannya
dan kelebihanku mengisi kekurangannya
agar kami saling mengisi,
belajar memahami,
menjaga, untuk saling setia..

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dan kita bertemu.....